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Romeo gave me hell today. He's sleeping at the moment, looking innocent as can be.After waking me up by pissing on my bathrobe at six thirty this morning I gave him breakfast, which he refused to eat...
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I've been going emotionally downhill for the past two to three weeks. My mother noticed it first; it was manifesting as increasing sleepiness. This past week, however, my mood has been noticeably...
View ArticleWriter's Block: Roommate from Hell
My freshman roommate and I didn't get along for a variety of reasons - her trying to kick me out of the room to have sex with a prospective student at twelve at night, WHILE I WAS SICK WITH THE FLU,...
View ArticleWriter's Block: Animal magnetism
They don't call me The Walrus for nuthin'.If I had to wake up as an animal, I'd probably choose a raven. That, or an octopus.
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The head-games in my family are starting to wear away at what sanity I've won back for myself. I don't understand the rules; I don't think any of us do. None of us eat right, sleep right, live right. I...
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My psychiatrist ordered me to double the dose of Ambien I take. Well, I took the Ambien at 11:15, it's now about 2:00 in the morning, and I'm not assleep. What I am asf ar as I can tell is stoned. It's...
View ArticleLengthy, Morose, Self-Deprecating, Satirical, and Overwritten Reflections
I begin most of my days by going back to bed. My dog wakes up with the sun, and I with him; I let him out into the yard, prepare his breakfast, stand about sleepily in the kitchen waiting for the rest...
View ArticleBirds I Have Known
Daylight Savings always throws me for a bit of a loop, but for once it's been in a positive way. I drove my younger brother to school today, as I'd woken up ca. on the couch and not bothered to "go to...
View ArticleYaay!!
Checked my e-mail tonight - and I've been readmitted to St. John's for spring 2011!! So, so happy about that. Of course there are still a few more hurdles (financial aid/loans, getting the all-clear...
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So...It looks like I'm bipolar. Bipolar II, with severe depression and mixed manic episodes. I was a bit skeptical at first when I got this diagnosis, but the medications I've started have had such a...
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Remembrance/ForgettingIn light less than an hour oldmy dog precedes me down the path;his is a world freed from conscious remembering,but mine is full of a constant forgetting.Through the water is a...
View ArticleEep!
So I learned something fairly disturbing tonight: my mother is being stalked. I came home from work at 1:30 a.m. (don't ask me why I'm still up, just don't) and was surprised to find my mother awake...
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My mother is a jackass.She refused to come to my own goddamned birthday party because she'd have to be in the same room as my grandmother - her own goddamned mother.I'm just ... I'm not even "hot"...
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So I'm really getting into birding!I've got a guide book and everything, and I've started a (so far extremely short) list of the birds I've positively ID'd.Yesterday I saw two Glossy Ibis overhead,...
View ArticleTRIGGER: Depression/Suicide.
Dason is dead. I didn't know him well, but I knew him well enough that it hurts me that he's dead. I went to school with him. He was a friend with a good friend of mine. I worked the night shift with...
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So I was in a local library today (you can use your card at any library in the state) dropping off some pamphlets for my place of work. I stopped by the FREE BOOKS table on the way out, because you...
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Today I was at Colt State Park with my dog. It's a very busy place in the early mornings and late afternoons, when dog owners bring their pets for walks and exercise; I came at about 4:15, with the sun...
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“Eighty-five million people live in Egypt, and less than 1,000 people died in this revolution — most of them killed by the police,” said Mr. Ghonim, the Google executive. “It shows how civilized the...
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So pissed off right now --I pre-ordered The Wise Man's Fear off of Amazon in early February, and was told that, because I'd pre-ordered it, it would be delivered on March 1st. Perfect! I'd have it in...
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